Navigating Creative Chaos

So have you noticed that things are not moving in a way that you are used to? Perhaps time is speeding up and shifting in ways that have you feeling like a mobius strip? If so, know that you are not alone. The shifts you are feeling are real and part of something larger than you. If you are connected to astrological cycles of time you can look to this for understanding. If you are a planetary being, you can call this time a planetary birth portal into a higher consciousness or dimensional state of being. If you are a galactic being, you know that as we in this solar system shift that the galaxy we are a part of shifts. The galaxy itself is going through a huge shift which requires language that we do not yet have. And Universe itself is in a constant process of expansion and contraction.

I have spent the past 3-1/2 months working on a new CD. The pre-order date for Metatron’s Heart will be June 6, 2010! The launch date will be late summer. I had the pleasure of working with an incredible sound engineer and producer, Akshara Weave. He is both skilled technically and creatively in a way that allowed for this fusion of intention and I am deeply grateful for this container. Traversing in such new and deep territory brings up a great deal of unknown to face. And this can be spoken of as facing your shadow or dancing with the dragon. Personally, I experienced the greatest conscious shift in the process of creating this piece of visionary art.

For those of you who love music and more precisely tuned to sound, you know that sound creates a unified coherent field. This is a powerful transformational tool and researchers have proven that frequency plus intention creates manifest form.

With this knowing, creating a multi-dimensional CD required that the CD sound beautiful, have a clean sound, be in alignment with the intention and infused with the sacred geometry of Metatron’s Cube. My intention was and is to create a unique personal journey into ones deep heart or to create a sound chamber that allows you to access your multi-dimensional self. Aligning with this becomes a task of deep listening, a willingness to unlearn old patterns and beliefs and a commitment to your own personal truth aligned with a more Universal truth. The journey of creating this CD, has been the most profound creative and potently transformational time for me and I look forward to being able to share it with others.

I will be sending out an announcement when the CD is being released and also on the new website. In the meantime, I am working on the post-production items and taking pre-orders on June 6.

Over the past 3 months, I have been on a very powerful inner journey. Each state I visited was like another country and each city presented me with new sets of circumstances that I felt absolutely unprepared for. There were times when I could stay centered within my own being; to be the eye of the storm. There were other times, when the sensations of being tossed about in a dingy at the mercy of the storm; the experience of complete powerlessness.

In the outer world, events came into form out of the blue while other events de-manifested with little to no notice. New people took interest in what I am offering while others chose to disconnect and remove their support. Each time this happened, my internal reaction to the outer world become the next roadblock for me to transcend.

On two separate occasions, I spent time in a studio to create new recordings with my 7 tibetan singing bowls. Each time the actual recording dissolved into the ethers to varying degrees. Initially the choice was to react to the de-manifesting. However, this created a strong nudge to go deeper in and continue to create from a new place; a sense of spaciousness.

I am now certain that both inner and outer realities have to align in order for the new to be birthed into form.

LIFE ON THE ROAD…Is Nuts

For those of you who have never chosen to live on the road – read on with an open heart. If you crave stability, predictability or a sense of feeling in control; then life on the road is not for you. The energy is wildly chaotic, unpredictable and destabilizing in ways that even I can not put into words. You get to see the best of human behavior and you get to see it at its absolute worst. However, if you want to live inside the mystery that I call life – I highly recommend it. And this is not for the faint of heart.

Given the current state of the planet and the mindset of its inhabitants; choosing to engage and interact with other human beings can be quite challenging. So much is dissolving and changing moment to moment that I literally watch the status of places, events and sessions vanish in front of my eyes. Places to stay evaporate with little to no notice. And friends who said they would support you and your work, choose to disengage and not communicate that reality. Others will quite frankly, remind you that their lives are more important than yours.

I find it interesting that people assume that being on a tour is fun and easy. Or that this tour is a vacation for me and not a business venture. So far, I have not found it easy. However, there are incredible insights and aha moments. There are also amazing discoveries into who you are and who you are not.

The most important thing to pack is not found at Target, Walmart nor will even fit in your suitcase. I would call this Radical Trust, Surrender, Focus, Persistence, Patience (with yourself) and a constant Sense of Humor. It also requires an ability to weave in and out of the never ending rules that society finds comforting. Some days I accomplish this, some days I do not.

Perhaps when I complete the tour, I will conduct a workshop on the Art of Living on the Road.. not! I wonder if Jon Stewart is looking for writers for his show?????

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