Over the past 3 months, I have been on a very powerful inner journey. Each state I visited was like another country and each city presented me with new sets of circumstances that I felt absolutely unprepared for. There were times when I could stay centered within my own being; to be the eye of the storm. There were other times, when the sensations of being tossed about in a dingy at the mercy of the storm; the experience of complete powerlessness.

In the outer world, events came into form out of the blue while other events de-manifested with little to no notice. New people took interest in what I am offering while others chose to disconnect and remove their support. Each time this happened, my internal reaction to the outer world become the next roadblock for me to transcend.

On two separate occasions, I spent time in a studio to create new recordings with my 7 tibetan singing bowls. Each time the actual recording dissolved into the ethers to varying degrees. Initially the choice was to react to the de-manifesting. However, this created a strong nudge to go deeper in and continue to create from a new place; a sense of spaciousness.

I am now certain that both inner and outer realities have to align in order for the new to be birthed into form.